So my daughter bought me my first deck of oracle cards. Different from tarot as they are more personal. She bought me the Goddess power deck. It is a 52 card deck of different goddesses. Already it has touched me spiritually. Recently Alanis morisette came out with a new album. One of the songs on the album is “Her”. It’s about the goddesses in her life who are always there and love her unconditionally. The 3 she mention in the song are Kali Shakti and Mary. As I opened the book to read about the cards the author mentions Kali and how she wasn’t going to include her in the deck. Then Kali spoke to her and through another person to her again. She did include her. The other 2 from the song are also in this deck. As I looked thru the deck a lot of my favorites were in there. But most importantly Persephone and her mother Demeter. Wow. This deck was made for me and I’m touched before I even use it. I love that. Stay tuned as I post some of the cards I choose. Thank you Grace. You are truly my baby witch.
These three things are soooo important and I hope that you don’t wait as long as me to achieve them. I spent most of my life not knowing who I was. I blended into whoever I was around. I craved acceptance from the people I put on the pedestal at the time. Boyfriends friends school mates older siblings whoever I looked up to. I never felt accepted and I definitely didn’t love myself. I spent my life a codependent putting everyone else above me. If only I did enough someone would love me enough. When I was 45, after attempting suicide I ended up in a mental facility where I was put on an anti depressant. Changed my life. I was diagnosed with severe depression. That was the moment I started to find who I was and I started to realize I was ok. I spent the next 3 years healing and learning who I was. And now at 49 I can say that I’m pretty amazing and I love myself. If you feel depressed don’t live with it and be lost. I promise you are amazing too.
I have to say that even as an adult friends are such a crucial and important part of our lives. I can say that other than my kids my friends are more important to me and have been there more for me than most of my family. Over the weekend I spent time with some awesome people. People I’ve known for over 10 years. one of them I haven’t seen in almost 8 years and the friendship is just as strong as it was. Maybe more so even now. The other is someone who has truly been there through the worst of times and the best. I know I can count on any of them if I ever needed anything and I would do the same for them. Family isn’t nessesarily blood and for me it rarely is. Family are the ones who are there no matter what. Thanks guys for being family. I’m honored to have you all in my life.
Well everything was better this time but still no power. They are saying Thursday night. We have a generator now so it’s not too bad at all. But it still sucks. Not sure if we will work this week. And Rob is definitely out for a bit so more struggle but as I always say. It will be ok. It always is. So for now we carry on….
So it is definitely here. Everywhere is without power again. But somehow we still have it. I’m sitting on my rv and it’s rocking a bit. It’s pretty crazy out there. Trees down all over leesville again. I’m just hunkered down. As I say that something just hit the rv. Jesus this is not cool. More to come
So it’s been raining all day. I’m laying in my bed and it sounds pretty crazy already. The winds are around 30 mph and my rv is shaking just a bit. Not too bad right now. I think I’ll take a nap 😴
I’m trying to get my businesses up and running. The first one is paparazzi $5 jewelry. The second is my potions. All natural items. Anywhere from essential oil roll ons to bath soak with dried flowers. The third of course is my tarot readings and birth charts. The name of my business is Faerie Dust. Trinkets , Potions, and Reflection. I will have links to all of them on this website and you can email anytime at email@example.com. Stay tuned.
Yay!!!! It’s the month of the witch. Stay tuned for more info…