Is a connection enough to keep something alive? Not in the sense of a living being. But in the sense of a relationship? Sometimes all we truly crave is connection. It is a vital component to our relationships. Without it can we survive? Sometimes though a connection may not be enough. How deep is the connection? Is it enough to sacrifice certain expectations or behaviors? These are all questions that may or may not come up for us all. If the connection is enough then where do we begin with it. I think maybe it is a realization that it is there is a first step. Then we have to determine the depth and power and decide if with time it will be enough to withstand the difficulties we encounter. Slow down and let the universe do it’s magic I suppose. Or not. As for me it is something…
We all go backwards sometimes. Is it a reason to continue backwards. Never. When we mess up we have 2 choices. Give up and throw in the towel. Or. Get up and shake it off understand why it happened and continue on our path. Mistakes happen. Not if but when. It’s our response that decides who we are. I have decided in spite of my mistakes I’m a strong woman who will not throw in the towel. I will keep on my path and know that I’m still a great person and that I’ve worked hard to get where I am. Nothing will take that from me. Nothing. So for anyone who messed up just shake it off. You can do this. Look at you. You are amazing.
Well I’m sure you guessed it. I have power. Hot water and all. Thank goddess. No really. Last night was the my new moon intention practice. I usually set 5 intentions. This time I set one. To have power today. I put all my energy and manifestations into that one intention. By lunch time my power was on. I love my craft and I love my power. *pun intended. Lol. I’m truly loving it here. Can’t wait to start on my renovation and outdoor decorating. Also can’t wait to share it all with you. Soo stay tuned.
This is one of my goals for this year. I want to be independent financially physically mentally and I definitely want to learn some diy and home improvement skills as well. So to start it off I bought a new door handle and lock for my rv door. After one lost screw an hour giving up 3 times and lots of cussing I installed it completely by myself. Now for anyone who knows me. I’m a Diva and that was a huge success for me. I’m super proud of myself. So on to more things. I’m gonna be ok 👌 oh yeah I found the screw. Lol
So I’m in central Louisiana. It snowed last night and is currently colder than a witches tit. I should know lol. I still don’t have power to my pole but am grateful for the extension cord power I do have. It’s pretty cold but I do have a heater that blows warm. Things in my life emotionally are also currently cold with just enough warmth to keep me going. I’m adjusting to this life and very much like my goddess’ story all things must die before being reborn. I have embraced this time of cold and death of certain things to make way for the beautiful spring that’s awaits in the next chapter. The moon is once again almost new. Time for setting new intentions and rising slowly back up. So with all that said I’m going to bed where it’s nice and warm with a hope and plan for a bright warm future.
Well things are better. I’m settling a bit. Still waiting for the power pole to be turned on. Any day now. I did start working for my former boss attorney again. Just after hours stuff but it keeps me busy and from thinking too much. Everything else is going ok. Time of course is the best healer. I’m still not happy with the way things turned out but I know that sometimes things are not in our control. We can’t change anyone. Not can we make anyone love us or fight for us. I’m accepting that and believing that I deserve more than that. I knew it once and it started to get away from me but never again. I have some really great people in my life and will be just fine. Anyway y’all have a great night and love yourselves.
Let’s start this year off right. With love hope and peace.