Well things are better. I’m settling a bit. Still waiting for the power pole to be turned on. Any day now. I did start working for my former boss attorney again. Just after hours stuff but it keeps me busy and from thinking too much. Everything else is going ok. Time of course is the best healer. I’m still not happy with the way things turned out but I know that sometimes things are not in our control. We can’t change anyone. Not can we make anyone love us or fight for us. I’m accepting that and believing that I deserve more than that. I knew it once and it started to get away from me but never again. I have some really great people in my life and will be just fine. Anyway y’all have a great night and love yourselves.