Well it’s been a week. I can say my decision has been confirmed more than a couple times this week. Never have I felt as dismissed as I do this time. Sucks big ass. I did however spend some time with good friends today. Had an amazing meal and read some tarot cards. Much needed away time. Unfortunately I had to come back to this harsh reality. I now have 30 days to be off the property here. Another confirmation. I’ve had way shorter and way less serious relationships where I was at least fought for. Better to know it now rather than later. Anyway. I will walk into the dark again. The unknown and terrifying future. I will be better for it all I know. Just gotta go thru the shit storm first.